Today is Wadee first time going to Fredrick Art Center at Northwestern University Natchitoches, La. she is going to be playing the song "Concertino" on her violin in front of a judge for credited. It's a Federation Of Music clubs String Festival. I knew that you didn't like the decision that I made for you, but you will when it it over. I knew that you don't have confident in yourselves yet, but your teacher, Mrs. Kristine, and I do. Confident doesn't come according to how long you play, but confident will comes after the first try out. You have to learn how to build up your confident. By building up the confident in yourselves it has to start off some where and sometime in your life and we see that now the time is right and the place to start you up also comes with big opportunity for your feature. Yes of course you are scare, we all do, but when you pass the first stage it will get better. In each stage, your spirit will be building up with confident and the wall of fear will be stripping down layer by layer. I don't expected for you to receive the higher point in your first year try out. I wanted you to learn how to give your best and even you might have forget many notes, but that's okay at least you give it a try. My main purpose is to teach you, train you and help you build up yourself for your feature in your life. I know that when you get it over with it, you will look back with a smile as you have did with your first piano and voice recital. I remember when you were 7 years old, you have you first piano recital with your Yamaha group from Mrs. Aileen's class. I remember how afraid you are, and wouldn't wanted to go....will, you have conquer that fear and you did great, you finished it with big smile a happy face and a big experience for you. You also reacted the same thing with your first voice recital, and you also come out with confident. I watch you sing in front of many people and not once that your eyes would look down to the floor or up the ceiling but instead your eyes looked straight right in to their eyes and you sung beautifully. See...my dear child, confident start come in after the first try. And I knew that this great fear also will pass when you walk out from that judge's room....
Will...last night and this earlier morning you threw a bigggg fit by not wanted to go. You cry and cry, but you knew that there no way you can escape from it...you have to face it soon or later. Another fear to conquer my dear. So, what happen to you in that room? You enter into the building with a dragging of great fear spirit, but boy oh boy... You have left that fear in that room as you walked out with happy heart and relief spirit because of self confident enter in "I did it!!!!..... it is not as bad as I though it is hmm??" Even though, some of the note may have slipped off from your mind, but you did it. I sat and watch you give your best and with joy in my heart knowing that you have conquer another fear. I asked you, now would you like to come back again next year? You answer without any hesitate "Sure!" with big smile...Are you going to be in fear like this the next year? I asked. "Nope! it won't be like this"...with a bigggg smile.
You see...fear will try to stop you from reaching you goal. Fear will try to take away the gift that God given to us. Fear will try to stop us facing the truth and if we allow fear to hold us back we will never reach our dream. Fear will take away our self confident in doing good.
There're two type of fears; Godly fear and ...I called it a destiny fear..you can call it whatever you want to or it may have a name for it that I don't very know. A Godly fear is a good fear. It is a reverence fear of the Lord. When we have this fear of God we'll be afraid of doing any evil things, because we knew deep in our heart that God sees all things, there're not a things that can be hidden from His eyes even our heart and our thought. This fear will help us to recognize sins in our life, but to enter into sin or not is our choice. Wisdom and reverence fear of the Lord will guild us to make the right choice. A Destiny fear..why do I called it a destiny? A Destiny Fear is a fear that tries to block us from reaching our goal of life. It'll try to stop our life from being successful in the gift. This fear wants to hold you back and keep you from being increase and successful in life. I hope that you will recognize them and separate it from right and wrong. Now, I don't want you to go conquer your fear from walking in the dark alley all by yourself. This is unwise. Fear has stopped me from doing many great things in my life that I was dreaming off. This is why I'm teaching and training you to learn how to face your own fears and do not let this destiny fear to conquer you, but you'll learn how to conquer this fear. Yes, God gives us life, but He gave us a free well to choose how to walk our own life..we hold our own destiny, by the choices that we make and take into our life. God will direct our step if we ask Him, then He will show us the way, but again it is our own choice to take it or not. When we ask..He will give and when we take of it we're walking in obedient, but if we reject we walk with disobedient. Disobedient will take us around the mountain and it will slow us down to reach our potential or right destiny. And I hope and pray that you all will remember this and pass on to your children of what I leave behind for you three of learning how to conquer your fear and what fear is and what it does in your life.
Will...last night and this earlier morning you threw a bigggg fit by not wanted to go. You cry and cry, but you knew that there no way you can escape from it...you have to face it soon or later. Another fear to conquer my dear. So, what happen to you in that room? You enter into the building with a dragging of great fear spirit, but boy oh boy... You have left that fear in that room as you walked out with happy heart and relief spirit because of self confident enter in "I did it!!!!..... it is not as bad as I though it is hmm??" Even though, some of the note may have slipped off from your mind, but you did it. I sat and watch you give your best and with joy in my heart knowing that you have conquer another fear. I asked you, now would you like to come back again next year? You answer without any hesitate "Sure!" with big smile...Are you going to be in fear like this the next year? I asked. "Nope! it won't be like this"...with a bigggg smile.
You see...fear will try to stop you from reaching you goal. Fear will try to take away the gift that God given to us. Fear will try to stop us facing the truth and if we allow fear to hold us back we will never reach our dream. Fear will take away our self confident in doing good.
There're two type of fears; Godly fear and ...I called it a destiny fear..you can call it whatever you want to or it may have a name for it that I don't very know. A Godly fear is a good fear. It is a reverence fear of the Lord. When we have this fear of God we'll be afraid of doing any evil things, because we knew deep in our heart that God sees all things, there're not a things that can be hidden from His eyes even our heart and our thought. This fear will help us to recognize sins in our life, but to enter into sin or not is our choice. Wisdom and reverence fear of the Lord will guild us to make the right choice. A Destiny fear..why do I called it a destiny? A Destiny Fear is a fear that tries to block us from reaching our goal of life. It'll try to stop our life from being successful in the gift. This fear wants to hold you back and keep you from being increase and successful in life. I hope that you will recognize them and separate it from right and wrong. Now, I don't want you to go conquer your fear from walking in the dark alley all by yourself. This is unwise. Fear has stopped me from doing many great things in my life that I was dreaming off. This is why I'm teaching and training you to learn how to face your own fears and do not let this destiny fear to conquer you, but you'll learn how to conquer this fear. Yes, God gives us life, but He gave us a free well to choose how to walk our own life..we hold our own destiny, by the choices that we make and take into our life. God will direct our step if we ask Him, then He will show us the way, but again it is our own choice to take it or not. When we ask..He will give and when we take of it we're walking in obedient, but if we reject we walk with disobedient. Disobedient will take us around the mountain and it will slow us down to reach our potential or right destiny. And I hope and pray that you all will remember this and pass on to your children of what I leave behind for you three of learning how to conquer your fear and what fear is and what it does in your life.
After the festival we when to play golf with dad at Toledo Bend golf resort. Late that afternoon we received a great news that you did not come out with new confident, but you came out with superior point. You've receipted the highest over all points and you were recognized by the judge that you are gifted.. ★★★
Now, when you collect all 25 credit points you will receive a trophy and later you maybe eligible to receive music scholarship to Northwestern University. This is what I would like for you to aim for your own goal in life. College is very expensive and I knew that we wouldn't be able to save up for your feature much.
Now, when you collect all 25 credit points you will receive a trophy and later you maybe eligible to receive music scholarship to Northwestern University. This is what I would like for you to aim for your own goal in life. College is very expensive and I knew that we wouldn't be able to save up for your feature much.
Well...... Wadee's big day had ended with a blessing and hope that you will always remember to recognize that this is a blessing from the Lord. "for every good gift comes from the above...the One who created the heaven and earth" Never forget to give thanks to Him.
In the practicing room while waiting to be call.
Still nervous are you???
It will pass.....
Time to go....it's your turn......
"Salanghaeyo" - "I love you"
Come out with joyful spirit...change your cloth and went golfing with dad at Toledo Bend golf resort.
You said , "sorry mom for acting very ugly to you this morning and thank you for bring me today...love..love...love you"
Dancing with joy.....
Oops, you missed...
Heavenly Father, we thank you for today and everyday. We recognize your blessing in our life. I pray and ask that "Let there be light in our heart, mind soul and spirit." That we will walk with humanity, humble love and forgiveness in my sons and daughter, husband, mom, dad, brother and sister and my in-law and all of those you have put them into my path..Thank you Lord with all of my heart to You. In Jesus loving name I pray. Amen... :D
